When you die, entrust your heart to your friends. Never, ever, die alone......

2008-05-09T18:38:00.004+08:00

YOSH! The POC's back finally after several weeks of intense craziness!

YES! TODAY IS FRIDAY AND GPP IS FINALLY DONE. WHEW! Almost tired me to death >.<

These few weeks are very busy... so there may be times when I may not update. But don't worry. In June, I'll be adding lots. I'LL ALSO BE GOING TO CHINA, XI'AN WOO~

so wait till then..

AND WORK HARD FOR THIS SUMMER'S MOST INTENSE MID-YEAR EXAM EVER. WOO~

HEYs, rmb to visit my chinese blog too. Our H2 CLL teacher asked us to do one. Cool~ o.o

Go to my links below =) don't cry after going though. coz posts are touching =x

and ya btw, when listening to this song reminds me of POP Talent Showcase in IJC!!!! WOO~

POP Talent Showcase ROX!

2008-04-11T22:17:00.002+08:00

TIREDZZZ.....................................

haiz...

Had another rush week again...

this morn almost cannot get up frm bed... looks like extreme fatigue >.<

but nevertheless, in order to strike off more things on my "To-Buy List", today i finally chiong to wheelock place and got my bag! =O

After that went to search the "Peter Cann book"...

"Is Peter Cann (can) ar, not peter cannot... " =.= lol... my chem teacher imba sia... x)

haiz... can't really get into mood now... can't I? lols.........

Things are getting tougher by the moment now...

My will is able to pull through.. but will my body pull through...? Will my will push my physical strength to its limits...?

I'm not sure...

and... I'm still a bit worried now...

I'm so weak.. that I can't move... Have I lost the strength to continue walking on......?

Will I be able to fufill that promise by the end of these 2 years......?

......

....

Regardless of what happens...

A Promise is still a promise...

Even when my body can't take it...

Even when everything is lost...

I will continue to walk on...

To fufill my desire to protect...

2008-04-06T19:46:00.002+08:00

SIANZ. SO TIRED. SLEPT THROUGH 12 HOURS STRAIGHT TODAY! LOL!

zzz...

Yesterday the library session cancelled... lol... JJ's mum ask him go pray; gy overslept...

After that went to meet tse wei to pass him my chinese compos... heheh... 想当年我的作品还不错嘛! =P

Then went to louis' hse there to photostat his tutorials >=) heheh... more qns to practise now! thx louis =O

aiyo... still gotta go for flag day in the afternoon at woodlands mrt there... >.<

Hong yu and zheng hui nt there =(

Our class decided for a while before choosing JURONG EAST as the destination LOL...

it's been longh since i went there.. i used to go there often when i was young... it's been like... 5 years??? since i went there?

SIAN. some ppl ok la.. see us pity us help us donate. SOME BO CHAP. SOME kindly turn down. ok gd =) SOME EVEN DIAO ME.. WTH?

v tired... went back to woodlands at arnd 5+...

sat at foodcourt with my class to slack =) Harith showed me his 180 degree finger turn and 360 degree hand turn... O.O" OMG?

wEnt to Orchard after the flag day... to find "that"... that took me some energy agn... =(

Reached home arnd 9+, 10.

Slept almost straight away.. haiz...

SIAN.

TODAY MUST COMPLETE PI DRAFTS 2... LOLOL...

CHEM TUTORIAL AND PRAC!

I HAVEN REALLY READ MY 雪山飞狐 YET!

HAVEN DO NEWSPAPER ARTICLE FOR GP!

HAVEN BUY MY BAG!

HAVEN GO FIND MY CLOTHES!

HAVEN DO MY ECONS TUTORIAL!

HAVEN STUDY FOR ECONS QUIZ!

arrrghhhhh

arrrgghh

arrghh

argh

>.<

sianz. i go chiong and become a mugger liao. LOL... so long, mortals! I'll be back agn. Don't miss me. =O

2008-04-05T00:59:00.002+08:00

whoosh... JC life really busy sia...

Chiong for quite some time now... real tired...

ACCOMPLISHMENTS:

YEA! Got 24/25 for 1st Chem test, 15.5/20 for 2nd chem test, 18/38 for 3rd chem test(MCQ) =.="

wth... a decline sia... >.<

MATHS EVEN WORSE! NVR DO A 5-MARK QUESTION. sobs...

Yesterday funny sia... wa.. Hong yu.... can't imagine u were trying to *text missing* Zheng Hui's *text missing* =.="

Zheng Hui's ex-teacher's remedy for relieving stress: SCRATCH THE HEAD!!!??? LOL WTH? XD

Today all so fast go back no eat lunch =( hong yu go mediacorp seh... hmm.. LOOKS LIKE BROADCASTING IS FUN >.<

Went home to sleep afterwards...

haiz... sian.. so tired TIRED T I R E D T I R E D... Guess the rest of our gang also the same... How ar? eat more chicken essence? o.o

Chat wif amos and louis ^^ heheh... amos... muz remember what i told u and about the promise... >=)

---

and..

Yes! YUI's 3rd album 'I Love Yesterday' gonna come out on 9 April. Nice singer =)

AIYA! NANJI DESKA? 1.30 AM DES? OOOO...

go sleep liao... ltr tml nid meet jj they all for... ANOTHER ROUND OF MUGGING.

So farewell my fellow servants and ordinary merchants.

Me the king shall return agn. muhahaha... X)

2008-03-13T19:58:00.002+08:00

YOSH! Had a pretty rush week this time...

...

Hey hey, wad'ya noe... My BIRTHDAY has arrived. woots. lols

Went out with JJ, ming wei, louis, guan yi, randy and amos... and celebrated my b'day.! YO!

ありがとう,みんな......
This is for all friends & families out there!!! D-GRAY MAN ROX!!! =D

2008-02-23T22:02:00.009+08:00

WOOOOOSHHHH!! TODAY IS A LUCKY DAY! =x

LOL!

... I was surfing the net when I heard drum beats...

I got to the windows and... what do u noe... HUA CHE!!!!

They toured around Bishan area... woots... got some shots here =D

... AQUA DOLPHIN??? ...

LION DANCE TROUPES!!!

HMM... CAN'T REALLY TELL WHAT'S THIS... LOLX. MIXED ANIMALS?? =X

A BIT BLUR... BUT IT'S JAPANESE-THEMED ! SUBARASHI!!!! XD

ARRRGGHHH... BLUR AGAIN =(

LOLX

ANYWAYS, CAN'T TELL WHAT'S THIS TOO... =X

SOMETHING WHICH LOOKS LIKE.... THE DURIAN SHAPE OF ESPLANADE ??? =X

WOOTS. MULTI- RACIAL PERFORMANCE BELOW MY BLOCK!! =D

lolx... this is something interesting... I remember in the past ther's once before, but I was too young back then to know all about these and take pics... XD

LOL... At least this cheered me up... in the meantime...... fortunately...

2008-02-23T18:17:00.002+08:00

Yosh, I'm back again =D

...

This period of time has been quite tough for me...

Can't really enjoy much during the orientation though... with countless thoughts going through my mind at the same time......

Well, soon I'll be able to find out the outcome... Hope everything is alright...

Very tired today though... maybe becoz yesterday night I got too 'high' =x

Anyways, finally, after all these trials, I can finally start on my race....

A race to my very own victory...

2008-02-18T15:44:00.002+08:00

Yosh! For all Bleach fans! This movie is dam IMBA and TOUCHING. Watch the trailer. It's quite old already though.
BLEACH - Memories of Nobody

LATEST BLEACH MOVIE (IN JAPAN)
BLEACH - THE DIAMONDDUST REBELLION
Cool movie. Wish it was shown in Singapore too =(

Alright, thats all for now. lol...
Tml is the Posting Results le.... shooooouuu fast... lolz...
All the best... to me and my 'gang' ! =D
Ja! Mata!

2008-02-17T19:20:00.002+08:00

Yosh, finally back with a new outlook...

Lots of things happened recently... hence I can't really do updates back then...

But dun worry... as I change, so does everything....

yooooooosssshhhhh.... SHINEN OMEDETO GOZAIMASU!!!! Lols, haven been to much places during the 1st 3 days of CNY though... No. of hongbaos = dropped T_T

1st Day -->> TO GRANDMA'S HSE

wa.. delay until night then go... sian... but nevertheless, I put on all best clothings and my CHAIN... LOLS.. and yes, I went there enthusistically. =.=

ANd what u noe.. hongbao money frm there is always IMBA... $_$

2nd day -->> VISITS

Waited for WHOOOOLLLEE DAY till arnd 4pm+ then my aunt's friends come...

All they talked was about... something... unpleasant though... I do not wish to mention >.<

3rd day -->> SLACK

Nth to do.. Went to Amos' hse and rocked around LOL. The ex-4/5 girls and... half of the boys =.= r there, screaming and shouting... (wa.. lucky amos hse nvr collapse =x)

Play Time Crisis 4 like mad.. LOL... the missions r dam imba... we challenge each other and the fun reaches climax everytime someone finished his turn =.= LOL

Mw joined us arnd 3+ and joined in the FUN!

Play until 8+.. eat pizza agn...CANADIAN PIZZA o.o

Chat a while...

Went home arnd 10+

Quite a fun day though, I suppose? lols... too bad ky nt arnd...

4th day -->> The WTF DAY

zzz... 2 GP Essays, Maths Tutuorials, Geography Test Revision up for the menu of the day...

AAAAARRRRRGGGGHHHHHHHH........

The first 3 days of CNY passed so quickly and... WILDLY, though, I suppose? XD

16/2/08 Sat

wa.. everyone quite busy eh? Ytd agreed to go wif mw to randy hse for.. DINNER.

whoa... his IJ mates r there. FRIENDLY. haha.

BUT... DINNER IS...

CANADIAN PIZZA. 2 FOR 1.

LOL... seems like I can't escape the clutches of the canadian pizza for this CNY... >.<

---

This whole 1 month and 2 weeks have been rough for me.. I guess...

Yea, there were fun and laughter.. though...

Somehow, there is something inside me... not completed...

Is it becoz of... posting results?

Time passes, soon, bonds between people will fade somehow...

But we are fortunate though... Our gang of friends... The bonds...are not bonds anymore... but rather... relations. Relations. Relations whereby everything has already been put into place and never to leave from the fixed positions ever again...

Seems like Im a bit sentimental here... haha...

But I always hope... that every thing we now have... are able to last...

I hope... I believe...

Soon... The true beginning shall arrive....

I will be there, always truely believing in my ability to surpass my limits......

2007-12-07T12:38:00.000+08:00

Yo! I'm back again after so long~~~ =.=" ps guys for nt updating for so long...

Finally it's over, the O's...

After O is juz chiong chiong and chiong more maple =p

of course nt forgetting to hang out too!

So many things have happened...

Class Chalet, Grad Nite, outings wif jj, louis, gy, mw, ky they all...

Lol... finally went out on 4 dec to celebrate chun yin b'day.

Looks like a lot of ppl r busy. (oni abt 6+ ppl turned up)

Planning to have another gathering by alex soon xD

Had another of gathering at gy hse yesterday.. 6 dec...

A ptiy JJ didnt turn up coz got some personal reasons...

Nevertheless...

WE still had FUN!

haiz.. holidays will be soon over..

Why time has to pass so quickly?

I Just wished that... I could spend the remaining time together wif my best buddies... fruitfully..

What will happen next?

Who knows...?

JUz have to wait...

feeling pretty sian these days.. same goes for my friends as well ?? =p

maybe we played too much??? Lol...

Anyways... in the mean time... LETS ALL ENJOY THIS FESTIVE SEASON!!!

Ja! Mata! Gtg my jap lessons lo =p

2007-10-07T13:54:00.000+08:00

It's less than 2 weeks from now, before the final test begins. Lol... we don't seem to feel like it's really the final one, though. --Had one of our last gatherings at pizza hut that day... after which we spent time chatting about the good old moments... Time really passed so quickly...

All the chit-chattings... laughter... sorrow... and delights.... they seemed to happen like only yesterday but yet it has happened long ago... It really seem hard for us to part, isn't it?

Some of us may see each other again, while some may not. Let's just hope that our friendships and the spirit of 4/5 never stop burning in our hearts...

有缘千里来相会，无缘碰面不相识...

这句话可真可假？

有人说能相遇是一种缘分，能共处是一种天意，能一起成长是一种福气...

你每一天所遇到的人都稍微和你有缘，而那些陪你一起走过人生风雨的人除了和你有缘，也更是一种命运的安排。

这些人就是你的朋友，不是吗？

生死离别是人生中自然的过程。其实离别也不算是件坏事。每个阶段都有一种循环过程，相遇就是离别的开始，离别就是相遇的开始。无论如何，只要曾经珍惜过与身边的人一起共度的时光，他们永远都会留在我们心中。

愿天下友谊永远持久；

不在乎天长地久，只在乎曾经拥有！

2007-09-17T21:03:00.000+08:00

Yo, folks! I'm back wif a new outlook. =x

Yea... Now playing bandit instead of my mage... surprised eh???

I chose this path, becoz I know something. One can never last; our times in life are too short, but friends are forever, from what I know so far. I temporarily stopped my 92 mage to play this, and yea, wif my friends! =) I believe that the character that I played wif my friends, will gain this power that is able to surpass the power of my own mage, and that, is the power of friendship.

There are many paths in life that we have to choose from, and only the correct path shall lead to our final destination. How do we find the correct path then? It comes with careful planning, problem solving and decisiveness.

PLAN- What are the paths available to me??? Where will I be if I chose this path? Is it a path that is too rocky and dangerous, or is it a path that is too smooth-sailing?

PROBLEM SOLVING-After choosing my path, I will encounter many difficulties and obstacles. What are my appproaches to them then?

DECISIVENESS-I have an approach already, so how do I finish this journey? Decisiveness. Once the decision is made, there is no point changing it, because if you look back at the road you travel from where you are right now, you will realise that you've gone so far that you can't even see where is your starting point. Be decisive of what you are doing. That will guarantee you to reach your destination.

Amazing isn't it? It's juz a game and I have learnt so much from it. It's weird though... haha X)

And so far, my prelims results aren't as desirable as they seemed to be... Anyways, I won't give up. This was the attitude that I had within me since young, and I do not need any constant reminder of this mindset to provide me with the motivation to move on. Perhaps that's why I don't usually feel depressed after every failure but rather made me even more excited about the challenge that I faced. Weird huh? >.<>

Today, our chinese teacher treated us pizza... for our excellent grades for chinese! ^_^

She also gave each and every one of us in her class a piece of card, with some writings on it.

Here's what she wrote for me:

谦虚为求知之本，

好问为释疑之本，

博学为深造之本，

精思为立新之本，

勤奋为成才之本。

谢谢您老师，我绝对不会辜负您对我的期望，也永远会记住您的教诲。很感谢您写给我的鼓励之词，我一定会努力奋斗下去，征服那一片永远的天地！

2007-09-05T18:14:00.000+08:00

I'm back folks! =.= but not for long lol...

LOL... guess what???

THE WEEK OF PRELIMS- PART 1

"Hey, what is the formula of alkane...."

"Oh it's..."

"How to differentiate this?"

"It's like that..."

"Omg, I'm so scared... Later the A.Maths Paper 2 it's very hard..."

all chiong until siao here... -Study Mood-

until...

THURSDAY, 30TH SEPTEMBER 2007...

"Let's go eat..."

...

"Oh ya, I plan to chiong Zakum..."

"Me is cleric..."

"Archer!"

"Wa lao, later go play liao la!!!"

...

That's how we ended up all boys except 3 in our class, and not forgetting amos and glenn, going to... play Maple... =.=

All ended up in SERIOUS MAPLE MOOD... lol.. which lasted for.. 3 days?

Legend- A:Aquila, B:Bootes, C:Casseopeia, D:Delphinus

ME- (A)Ice/Lit Mage, (B)Bandit (restarting a bandit =.=)

Louis-(B)Cleric

JJ-(B)DK, Fighter

Ming Wei-(B)Archer

Khee yau- (B)Fire/Poison Mage

Guan Yi-(B)Bandit

Randy-(B)Ice/Lit Wizard

Amos-(B)Hermit

Glenn-(B)Cleric/Archer

Eu hao-(A)DK

Kuan Hung-(B)Bandit

Zai you-(D? or C?)Bandit

and that's it... the ultimate force of 4/5 and 4/4 and 4/2 O.O" LOL...

started on thurs and fought till sunday, whereby the chosen ones rest and shall resume their destiny after the O's...

---

OK enough of those... lol...

haiz.. played maple till sunday, and my revision resumed on monday. Started to chiong all over again! haha. YES, CHIONG TO THE END!

Anyways, after the o's, I'm really gonna chiong maple like siao... (I think almost everyone also X) ) for now... chiong studies 1st X)

TARGET (STUDIES): L1R5 of 6 points!

TARGET (MAPLE): Ice/Lit Archmage LV 168!

Chief Bandit LV 100?? or more?? lol.. Time will tell...

As for now...

CHIONG FOR STUDIES!!!!!!!!!

2007-08-17T22:09:00.000+08:00

To keep the going on... even when things get tough...

That's the spirit of all of us here in 4/5, isn't it? Yea. That's it.

[[[ GRATZ TO ME, LOUIS, MW FOR GETTING A1s AND ALL OTHERS WHO GOT A1 AND DID WELL FOR CHINESE O'LEVELS AS WELL! ^_^ ONE LESS SUBJECT TO WORRY ABOUT FOR NOW! CHIONG FOR THE REST ! o.o ]]]

As long as I still survive, it is not the end yet. People say games have bad influence on us, but in this case here it has taught me a very valuable aspect of life; perseverence.

It's so soon, really, and it's only a few weeks left for goodbye...

I can't really, let tears fall, can I? The only way to end all these on a good note is to create the best ending for now. Fight for the future, and fight for yourself. That's it.

Join in the last battle... and let your dreams and hopes soar high in the field...

时光飞逝，转眼间四年也匆匆地过去了。

现在回想起来，我对每一年的辛酸可说是念念不忘。

虽然是有点儿痛苦，但现在已麻痹了。

岁月在我心里所留下的痕迹是如此的深，

但伤痕中带有无限的甜蜜，

因为它藏着的正是一片一片美丽的回忆。

结局一步一步地接近，

到底该如何去面对呢？

剩下的时光，

该如何去度过呢？

在一起的时间不多了，

所以我不渴望什么，

只是希望大家能再接再厉，

一起共创美好的未来吧！

2007-08-12T11:01:00.000+08:00

sry sry guys... haven't been posting these days... lol... will be posting soon... after Prelims. O.O YES. PRELIMS LEFT ONLY 11 DAYS!!!! jiayou all. Chiong for the future ^_^

>>>THE FINAL 'BATTLE'

Time passed so quickly. Prelims... only left like less than 2 weeks... I'm not sure if I'm well-prepared enough... But I should be ok, with all the preparation I've done these days...

Very soon, it'll be the last, and final test. The O'Levels.

It's been quite a fast 4 years though... Thanks to all my friends who have been through with me all these tough times. =) I'm so anxious and looking forward to the O's, yet there is this feeling of emptiness in me. Weird though...

Anyways, wish all who are taking the O's this year... ALL THE BEST! ^_^

时光飞逝，转眼间一切的痛苦即将结束了...

未来还是显得那么的盲目...该怎么办呢？

还是别管那么多吧，走一步，算一步吧！=.="

O.O

这一生，

我很庆幸能够学会这么多东西，

我除了学会走路、说话、写字，

也学会了如何听讲、感受、体会、了解，

但最重要的，

就是学会如何为你而感动、操心、担心、难过、流泪，

因为当我学会这些以后，

我就再也没有任何理由欺骗自己的感情了...

2007-07-19T20:23:00.000+08:00

城市里的夜光

城市里的夜光

有如灯火般地灿烂，有如七彩般地璀璨

在光天化日之下，它就悄悄地躲在阳光的背后

默默的等着

当太阳公公下山后，天空再次地披上黑黑的被

白天忙碌的城市，终于放下一日的苦劳

点燃黑夜中的热情

城市仿佛有了生命来，赶走漫长夜里的冷漠与孤独

留下的只是人世间的温情

城市里的夜光

给予人们一种温馨，一种温暖

即使是再寒冷的夜晚，它也能溶化被冻结的心

留下一条条的生命

城市里的夜光

它不屈不挠的精神真是令人佩服

这也难免世间的人们

不断地祈祷上天对它的垂怜

要它永远地继续照亮每一个人的心...

2007-07-15T20:51:00.000+08:00

Well, this may be my last posting. I've got to chiong already. (not mugging but studying the techniques of scoring) The final test is about to come; it's just around the corner. I can't really stop now. haiz... paiseh... can't go out also >.<

Once after all these trials, I will be able to relax.

Truly relax, and I mean that's the time when I'm most free...

今夜不免觉得有点儿无奈...

漫长的岁月何时将停止，而随着时光所累积的痛苦，究竟要几时才能消失...？

心里现在已抱着大大的希望，坚持着要去实现自己的梦想...

我现在在心中默默的许下个愿望...

愿将来自己能以简单的心态去踏出前往最高峰的第一步...

因为最简单的足迹，就是最踏实的步伐。

简单的心灵，就是成功的力量。

相信自己、相信未来、相信自己所踏出的每一步，

将来当自己回头看时，便会发现自己原来能走这么远的路程！=)

2007-07-14T11:48:00.000+08:00

well, found one good skin this time... better than last time... =.=" lol...

Starting to chiong for English... what ms lew said was right... What's the point of scoring all A1s, when language score is C6???

Reading, reading, reading... that's what I'll do. After I practised well for my English and I'm confident, then will I proceed to other subjects...

Started this 'chionging' yesterday though... Feel as if the true side of me has awakened... after so long...

Manage the 'good side' and 'dark side' in yourself, that's the most important thing.

I think I have done it, have I???

人类的本性是善良的...

在人生过程中，我们身旁含有许多诱惑。

诱惑中带有一种邪念，能穿越人们脆弱的心，控制个人的情绪。

从我们开始与诱惑接触的那一天，邪恶的种子就播种在我们心里。

在这时，从小所培养的道德观念就很重要...

个人品德修养越多，心里‘正义’的力量也就更多，　而且能善于控制心中的邪念...

有许多人就是因为受不了诱惑才投靠‘邪念’。

邪念能蒙住我们的判断视线，使我们分不清黑白。

只要以心中的‘善念’来控制‘邪念’，最终我们将摆脱邪恶的手掌心。

当心中的正义战胜邪恶的一面时，我们就会找到人生中的‘答案’。

今日，不妨就踏出寻找你人生中的‘答案’吧。

2007-07-10T20:06:00.000+08:00

Juz changed into something gloomy... lol... Anyways, the theme chosen is somehow related to things around me??? haha... OK, ignore me X)

等待，究竟含着什么意义？

为何等待，有时是那么的辛苦、那么的累？

有结果的等待与没结果的等待，到底有什么那么值得我们这样的等待？

等待，其实是一种希望、一种个人的心念。

等待有时是一种幸福，有时却是个拖累人的负担。

但只要我们抱着希望去等待，就肯定是个有意义的等待。

相信自己、相信个人的梦想、希望，人生自然会为你解开等待的答案。

不论如何，只要人生曾经灿烂过，就永不怕遗憾。所以，即使是没有结果的等待，也不要太气馁。

因为，你曾经为了自己的快乐而等待，至于这段等待的时光，它最终将永远化成你带着希望的一首旋律，一直地活在你心里...

2007-07-08T18:56:00.000+08:00

heh heh.. cool outfit ye? lol...

haiz... really dunno what to do... Trapped between JC and poly.. which one will I choose??? One will ensure me a successful life, while the other guarantees me a chance to fufill my dreams...

This thought have pondered me for quite a while... and I dun think I can still reach a decision after the O'levels... I think it's only till the day when I have to make a choice, then will I be able to free myself from this dilemma...

Anyways, in the mean time, I dun wish to think too much. It's better to concentrate on studies first, coz the choice depends on how well I score for O'levels!!!

选择－－－人生中的一种过程、一种复杂的决定。选择往往使我们纠缠在错综复杂的思绪里，挣扎了很久，到最后让我们非常地累。

若人生中没有选择，是否是件好事？

没有了选择，人们不会那么地焦急...

没有了选择，人类不会变得那么地犹豫...

没有了选择，人类或许能活得更久...

但是...

有了选择，人类能够为自己闯出一番天地...

有了选择，做错事的人就有了回头路走...

有了选择，人们能争取自己的幸福...

有了选择，或许人们会更加快乐...

一言以蔽之，我们在人生中是不能逃避选择。选择就是一种现实的过程，再怎么逃避始终还是得面对。不管是有选择还是没有选择，只要是做出对的选择，就是一个好的选择、一个幸福的选择。

人生短暂，因此我们必须要在每时每刻做出明确的选择。

不在乎天长地久，只在乎曾经拥有...

人生只要天天快乐，你不就做出了对的选择了吗？

所以，今日就勇敢的去做出你认为正确的选择吧！

2007-07-07T22:23:00.000+08:00

sianz... sianz... sianz... something happened on fri... haiz.. dun wish to talk abt it anymore...

Rather than talking abt this... Let's talk abt sat today!!!

Went to Singapore Polytechnic today...

got a free tour around the area there by my dad X)

Went round Holland Village take a look... and also the Biopolis there...

Then reached SP, saw louis there oni... JJ and mw haven arrive yet.

We went in and looked around... Lol... at the entrance of the convention center, we were approached to by the people from the Applied Drama and Psychology.. or sth like that??? lol... paiseh >.<>

Then we went further in to look for the section on School of Business on Tourism..

Got to know that the cut-off point was 10 & below... (Muz work hard liaox....)

Got chance to go interesting job attachments like resorts, hotels etc... Sounds so fun... Any dilemma for me again... Trapped between JC and poly... >.<

Anyways, JJ came at this time... then we went around the tours again... then met ziyang on the way... and many more from our sch...

Also saw Anna, jeslin they all...

Then....... EAT FREE ICE CREAM =.="

lol... Mw came about 45 min later... But nevertheless, we also go to the tourism section for enquiries again... X)

About 2pm i think.. we set off to another battle ground... NORTHPOINT!!!

Play THOTD4 there... haha... Got my S-Rank!!! X)

lol... got one part played 2 player mode wif louis... shake until siao in the end got damage =.=

We shouldn't have shaked... made us so tired >.<>

And we completed the game though... got RANK 3-- Expert Agent X) haha...

haiz... so many things happened on fri and today... All these are part of life, aren't they?

I dunno... what to expect in the future... But only to hope for a simple life that I'm happy with...

Whether or not I choose JC or poly, as long as I'm happy... that's all I want... I also dun wish to get myself into an environment that has too high of expectations... For the case of JC I mean...

Really, I dun really wish to study in too good JCs... just an average and gd one is all I need...

I mean like... what's the point of stressing urself too hard? I admit that life needs stress as motivational powers to succeed... But there are limitations. We humans aren't immortals... There's a point whereby we really can't go further. What's the point of going beyond this limit, whereby in the end you get hurt urself? Is it worth it?

Whatever it is, I will chiong for my studies, achieve my goals and realise my dreams... But without stressing out myself. My life's policy: To be happy and simple always~ haha X)

说到以母语来写东西到是挺有趣的。好吧，我也来一下！

我说说到人生呀，人生中的简单就是一种快乐。做回原来的自己才是一种快乐。我们往往把人生搞得十分复杂，而使我们经常埋怨自己生活不快乐。这又何苦呢？

当我们不愉快时，我们就好像在心里建立起梯子和一扇一扇的门。

嗯？你会觉得为什么我扯起梯子和门来了？

想一想，当有许多不愉快的事发生时，久而久之若自己只是视若无睹，最终将成为难过的傀儡，无法再找回所失去的快乐定义。这些所谓‘梯子’和‘门’也会一起在心里形成一道迷宫，到那时，要找到原来的自己，最后找了再辛苦最终还是会迷失自己，一切就已经太迟了。

快乐是一种幸福，快乐也是一种考验。它主要考验的，便是自己如何去面对与处理负担。只要适当的去面对，它将成为一股力量，陪伴你走完人生的千里之途。所以今日，不妨就去寻找属于你真正的快乐吧！

2007-07-03T17:14:00.000+08:00

Chinese oral... sianz... very nervous at first but eventually calmed down at the last minute...

Examiner ask questions as if going to attack me >.<

Lucky got extra copy or else die!!!

Anywayz, finally over... I dun wish to think too much...

My part As, rmb to look below for appraisal =)

2007-07-02T17:06:00.000+08:00

hey hey guys of Part As...
It's been a fast 6 months with u all...
Still remember the days waiting for u all guys when we take over =.=
Me , ur sergeant khai and ur staff gavin wait until so sian lol...

At first all like very innocent sia... then slowly all change hah???

Zhi Hong... hmm... good impression of u since the first training. Got the initiative and was the 1st Part A IC. Very responsible too. Has the potential... Keep it up! Juz dun get 'influenced' by 'dirty minds'. lol...
Yu Xuan... hmm... sometimes a bit blur... but I think overall still quite good in performance. =)
Yongguang... hmm... potential talker... got a lot of 'jokes' that time during night walk eh?
Yong Jie... hmm.. nvr see u on ROD... why hah? Last meeting with me and ur staff gavin cannot come? nvm... I think u got reason. also very influenced by.. vincent... Quite blur... must be more alert ar...
Yong Ji... hmm... seldom see u talk.. got but few... lol... quite ok. got some self-discipline. Keep it up!
Jerome... hmm... standard a bit like zhi hong. so muz work hard. got potential =)
VINCENT... hmmm... potential talker, potential crapper and... dunno how to say... lol.. hmm... Got inner potential also... thats why can become AIC. muz rmb to work hard next time... can become someone good. Oh ya... someone last time tell me no gf now got??? hmm... dunno. Can't test u on 'tutuk' anymore. So muz polish up this drill next time urself. Rmb, next time Part B liao... if need to serious muz serious.
Jun yao.. hmm.. rmb u always get scolding from ur staff gavin. Rmb.. there's a time to be serious and time to play. manage them well and work hard =)
Tian ran... hmm... quite good leh.. dunno why ROD that day so 'high'. Ask u to squeeze together take photo come up with so much noise O.O" lol... work hard. got potential as well.
Edric... hmm... good also. Dun worry about how others say about you. U got potential. If u work hard u may just get the rank u want =)
Seow Kit... hmm.. seldom see u talk also... muz take more initiative next time. Also a bit blur ar... Rmb to be alert.
John... hmm.. nvr see u on ROD. why lehx? dunno... also a bit blur. Got potential but muz show out.
Ariff... hmm... good boy also. Manage ur soccer and NCC wisely. NCC will come first. If u continue to work hard, u can have a chance to get in the top posts. Who knows, it is possible =)
Azhar... hmm... potential shown. Also like zhi hong. Timer for part A.. Job well done. Continue to work hard! =)

Guys... no longer can drill u all, train u all le. Muz respect the next staff and sergeant. Don't forget to rmb me, ur staff gavin and ur sergeant khai.

Signing off!~
me O.O"

2007-07-02T16:14:00.000+08:00

The video... credits to Aurina X) The final moments before we end our 4 years of NCC life...

R.O.D.

2007-07-01T11:50:00.000+08:00

Saturday, 30/6/07... the day when 4 years of hardwork come to an end... the day when we get together and step down together as a platoon...

very weird lehx... no feeling of R.O.D. lol... perhaps we as a platoon have bonded so close till we never even notice the sad feeling of R.O.D. ? Sir lester came to talk to us after the parade... he told us that actually by not feeling sad is a good thing.

Well... it has really come to an end, in reality. But it never ends in our hearts. I believe we will still be bonded together in the years ahead...

-AFTERMATH!!!-

lol... say meet at 8pm but then quite hard to be on time... even for me =X

We went to Bugis Seoul Garden to eat...

left 1 hour to eat... must chiong!!!

LOL... kun chen really poor thing... got laughed by us... (NO LINK)... =X so bad... lol...

I should say most of us got 'high' because of the oil spurting =.="

After that went to walk a bit... then take 133 back to ang mo kio...

On the way I felt very tired... almost 12am plus...

But then I can't seem to go to sleep...

Was it because the spirit in me is still burning? I think it was...

We parted at the sch bus stop... I reached home about 1.15am... =.=

It's been long... as I look back now... since sec 1... the time when I was so blur and should say not physically fit???

I learnt many things about life from my true friends in NCC... [ dun worry, I will not forget my true friends in studies as well X) ]

They taught me how to laugh...

They taught me how to take on challenges in life...

They taught me how to handle life...

and they taught me how to cry... Weird isn't it? Why should crying be a good thing?

For me, to know how to cry is a good thing.... If there is anything in the future that is too hard to be taken on... If we should cry at that time... Isn't it too hard for us to handle? Our hearts may even break... I guess...

Whether or not... NCC has come to an end. Now it's time for me to focus on my studies.

The spirit of the friendship with my platoon mates will always burn in my heart...

and they shall become my pillars of strength to excel in my studies...

and really..... If one day I should succeed or something...

I would like to thank them...

-BACK TO STUDIES THEN!!!-

Now is just plain chionging! I will aim for the best. It's hard but I know it's possible. As long as I believe in myself =)

~天下无难事，只怕有心人~

2007-06-29T20:43:00.000+08:00

Yes~ back finally from the LONG week. lols. It seemed long for me. Common Tests everyday... so tired... luckily is not 1 subject per day or else siao le...

English... Quite ok la... The summary a bit hard... I scare I dun have the points correct >.<

Physics... =.= sian la!!! Got study but forget! I got do the question in blue workout but just forget how to do!!!! Left 5 marks moments question nvr do... sad X( haiz... aiming for B3 the least or A2... Hope for A1 though...

E.Maths... what the... I nvr really spend time on doing. The whole holiday i chiong other subject but juz nvr do e.maths... that's why... can't really blame on anything but myself...

Biology... Nice one... Lucky got practise... those questions are like 3 seconds-1-question-type...

Geog Elective... Ok la... But see if Mrs Ismail accepts my answer... Hopez >.<

Chemistry... wa sian... at first quite confident... then the section C killer... X(

A.Maths... Finally!~ Last paper... and quite easy X) haha... Nice one...

Finally it's all over... Next week rest a bit then have to chiong again... haiz... this is our fate...

Chiong chiong chiong... Is that really our fate??? ...

I think so... for now only...

Let time tell...

2007-06-23T21:10:00.000+08:00

haiz... the night's still early... FOR BIO!!! After this I have to really go study... I'm so tired, but I still have to go on. I have to do this... my future lies in my hands. Next week is Common Test Week (I should say left only 2 days!!! =.="), so I guess this is the last post for this week. R.O.D is also approaching fast... probably next week.

I wonder... how the future looks like...

Is it full of wonders...

Or is it full of misery...

Only time will tell...

But nevertheless...

I will never, ever give up my hopes and dreams.

For me, they are the pillars of strength in my life...

OK, I KNOW... I'm starting to get a little sentimental... ignore me X) haha

anyways,

I'm prepared for the Common Tests...

and I will not hesitate to use all my strengths to excel in my studies...

Though it's hard but I will try...

As I strongly believe that nothing is far beyond the touch of a hand...

Signing off!~ from the early night...

Tonight will be long... I suppose......

2007-06-23T14:01:00.000+08:00

maple... maple... maple.... zzz.. heyx... what r u thinking of??? new backgrounds...? Yea.. that's right! It took me quite a while to find this... LOL... aarrggh.. currently chionging my very last part of Bio... Hope can finish by tonight so I can relax a little... Well, more updates coming up.. Look out for them~

Lin Yu Zhong- Zhu Ti Qu

2007-06-23T13:42:00.001+08:00

nice song by lin yu zhong~

2007-06-19T13:05:00.000+08:00

haiz... soon going to R.O.D. le... It's either this thurs or sch reopen that week's friday... Mixed feeling though... Happy and sad at the same time... Sad that 4 years of NCC life has ended... but happy that there is one burden less... and can fully concentrate on 'chionging' studies liaox...

真是的。昨天是电视剧《原点》的最后一集，感觉上怪怪的... 真为宇成觉得可怜。其实他也不是坏到哪里去。另一方面，铁头和家宁的结局也是怪怪的！有在一起吗？还是没...？

>>>人生一路上坎坷不平。事实的改变，有时真的很可怕。多么希望，将来一切只要过的开心、安定、简简单单，这样就足够了。你说是不是？<<<

Transforming...

2007-06-19T12:31:00.000+08:00

hmm... I'm still in the process of changing... do look out for more updates!